@ Amanap:
I did and will read my diary.And if 'kijkers' are going with the wind and don't have own opinion just like Wietske,then what can i do?
But my opinion MUST NOT change your idea's about other ER people.
Please don't make the same mistake like with Koen,just because of his life-style in BE and what Robin told about him,some of you don't like him now.Not fair.Listen,watch but make your own conclusions.
I didn't make agreements.Did i feel in danger to be voted out? Yes,but again do you go there for 50,000 for finale,for being on TV,for making friends,for proving something to somebody,for yourself? What is your victory?Do you want to enjoy and make it last as long as it lasts,look at others people's eyes and say i've been honest and i did play the game without deals.Its all up to you.
The time we had in Panama may happen to you ONE time in your life.And it doesn't worth it to damadge it by making deals and worry to be voted out.
Open eyes,watch,listen,ENJOY!!!